The betrayal of my life

For a few days, I could not think or write. I’m going through a lot of pain. I have never cheated or hurt anyone in my life. The foundation of my life is my church. I had never known cheating and deception in my life until a few days ago. I now even understand the

A Closed Door

I don’t know how to forget you. Every day is a big challenge for me. I wish I had a single time I am not remembering you. What a nice joy it was when we were together. You were the only one in my world. I thought you would never leave me. I thought I loved you

Birthday Greetings for Mother

This is a beautiful morning. Today is my mother-in-law’s birthday. Anyone who has read the old blog knows that the mother’s own daughter does not talk to her mother. I went to bed yesterday and thought that today mother’s daughter will call her mother and say greetings for mother’s birthday. But that did not happen.

Distance of love

At some point I do not know how to live. I had a lot of goals in my life. But a few days ago those goals went out of my mind. It was these goals that drove my life forward. I got my life partner in my life as I dreamed and she had a

My first Embarrassment

We accept escape when certain situations in life arrive. I made an escape like that at a young age. Now I feel so much guilt when I think about it. My parents have two children and I am the eldest of them. I was in fifth grade or sixth grade, I was bad at my

My First 100 Milestone

I never even thought about starting a blog. I started the blog to change my loneliness and sadness. I try to write something when I have a lot of trouble in my mind. Today is a special day for me because today I got 100 followers and 1000 views on my blog. My wife has

My Second Lockdown Thought

My second lockdown experience is now in Kerala. My first lockdown experience was in Singapore, which was very sad. I go to the grocery store only once a week and spend most of my time in the living room. There was no one to even talk to. At that time, my only companion was films

Mother Special Day- May 9

This morning I was running to my wife’s mother. My rush was to find out if the mother got her daughter’s greetings or not. But my wife did not call or greetings to her mother. When I woke up in the morning, I saw that sad look on her mother’s face. My decision was that

Missing You MOM!

It’s been 9 years since my mom left. I didn’t remember my mother after my wedding because of my wife’s love. My wife looked at me like my mother cared for me. Now my wife is not around so I feel totally isolated. Today is Mother’s Day and I’m suddenly feeling lonely. My mother died

Before Beginging Part 14

Three months later my wife wrote a blog yesterday. I’m so happy to see my wife wrote the blog. My wife writes blogs based on Bible verses and then compare with real life. She is someone who gives good advice as well as motivation.My wife’s sister calls her Gabriel the Angel because she always gave good advise for