I am going through a good time when I see her and my mind changes very differently when we meet each other we are both happy. Almost everyone in the office suspects us of being in a relationship now. But nothing like that now, we are very happy to meet each other. But I have hidden my love for her in my heart. I respect that woman a lot because she studies, works and takes care of her own family with her own money. I understand that she gives God a place in her life. She knows what she is doing in her life. Every day I see her my love for her grows. I believe this is special but…..I don’t know how to trust her because the wound in my heart from my past life scares me. But this is going through a very beautiful situation. I don’t see this love with my selfishness because she deserve a much more beautiful life than I do. My love is the joy I have when I see her.
It is time for me to leave this country because another country awaits me. I am sure she will be in my life if God blesses me . Or God will bring before me the life partner He has found for me. Even if I am alone in life, I want to be carefree.
There have been many beautiful moments with her….
As we were walking along the reeds in the dusk, she told me that it was very cold, and I held her hand.
I took beautiful photos of her and us together.
One day she shared with me all her pains.
There was a function in our office then my name was called then everyone there clapped and called me on the stage. Because everyone here is my friend now. Meanwhile she came up to me and put her glass on my face and told me a joke. I felt that moment is priceless.
There was an incident last week and she was not in that hall at that time and one of my friends was going to the stage and I shouted her name from behind accidentally .Everyone there was smiling at me.
Now I am afraid that the more I see her, the more I will fall in love without knowing her.
There’s a reason I’m in love with her, As a child, I used to see and love the advertisement of Barbie doll. It is the same when I see her.