In my mind, I have started a deep love affair with someone. But this is a special love for me because I do not want to bring the person I love into my life. Because that woman deserves someone better than me in life. But why did I suddenly think that way about that girl? When I looked at her face all I could see was a very happy smile on her face which is what attracted me to her. For a while, I observed her a lot, and then I thought she was really a woman of Australian culture. One thing that shocked me was that she worked at the Mother Teresa Social Center in Calcutta, India, which surprised me. I doubt if there are people today who are interested in working like this. When we met each other she always asked me if I was Alvin and the Chipmunks. Anyway, she is very special. I’m writing this blog because I’m thinking of writing things down in my mind. If she comes into my life in the future I will show her the blog I wrote today. I’m just waiting for God’s decision, I do not want it to be a human decision. Although she did not come into my life, I have no regrets, I just wish her life would go well.