We humans get tired when we have a problem. Spends time thinking about the problems. But when it comes to me, I do not know if I’m a perfect believer or just a normal human being. I hold on to God when bad times come and thank God when good times come that’s all I’m doing. But it is my thought that is trying to subdue my mind, and at that moment my thought continues in a way that never ends. Faith and hope are lost at that time. At that moment I realized that I wanted to talk to God, at that time I could not be sincere in my prayers but i still prayed. Then I lay down and at that very moment I thought that the prayer I had prayed for had become like a duty. I wonder why prayer doesn’t come from the heart. So I fell asleep. I went to the bathroom to take a shower in the morning and thought about to pray. There was a feeling in my mind at that moment. That the control of my mind is not in my hands. At the time, I could not believe myself. Then I prayed to God, “God, take complete control of my mind, body, and speech, I trust in you alone.” So after praying, my mind felt at peace. I understand that prayer is very powerful. It is a conversation with God. I realized that we would unknowingly face many satanic tactics to eliminate the power of prayer. I have had this condition many times. I have even felt the urge not to pray. Often I could not sit before God wholeheartedly but after bathing I always have the thought of sitting before God and do not know why. The strength of faith and hope is prayer. If you have faith and hope God will answer your prayer.
Above all else, guard your heart,
for everything you do flows from it. Proverbs 4:23
But when you pray, go into your room and shut the door and pray to your Father who is in secret. And your Father who sees in secret will reward you. Matthew 6:6