Despite the many losses, I thought I could no longer make any wishes. Having formed my own perspectives on life, that may be the reason for my condition. Although mentally exhausted, on many occasions I have clung to God in prayer. When I was with such a broken heart, I was excited that suddenly happy things came. I do not know what will happen next anyway I have no desires or dreams. I want to be satisfied with the happiness that comes before me. The joy I am trying to find is not perfect. But the joy that God gives brings peace of mind and blessings to me and those around me. That’s why I’m excited nowπππβ€π₯°π