Sometimes life comes at a very bad time that we never expected. There is only darkness around us and there is no way out. Sometimes we blame ourselves for what we did. At those times our mind becomes very engrossed in thoughts. Many thoughts come to mind as to what to do next in life in order to move forward. During these times we will be alone and there will be no friend or family to help us. We may feel jealous and sad when we see others walking in joy and peace. Sometimes sadness and fear of failure cling around us. The belief and thought that whatever we do next will not be right will start in our minds. There are people who believe that they can never know what happiness is.
I was going through the same situation. All the thoughts that came to my mind when I was in this state were wrong. When I try to do things that come to my mind I get nothing but sadness. I was traveling to find happiness and peace. All the experiences, joys and peace I got were in that one moment alone. I looked for many ways to escape from my situation but nothing worked. Wherever I tried to go I saw the element of sin and my mind would not let me stand there. Not knowing what to do, I took refuge in God
I prayed, God, I do not know what to do next, I do not know what to do future, I need you, I need your happiness and peace. Teach me what to do, God, lead me in your way. I could not find another good way without relying on God.
I was walking out sadly one evening. Suddenly I realized something in my mind like a vision. I said that in a previous blogThe vision I got🙏. When I saw it, my grief suddenly turned to hope. It seemed to me then that I should not try to move back and forth when problems arose. I felt like I have to wait hopefully for God’s opportunity.
7 Be still before the Lord
and wait patiently for him;
do not fret when people succeed in their ways,
when they carry out their wicked schemes.
8 Refrain from anger and turn from wrath;
do not fret—it leads only to evil.
9 For those who are evil will be destroyed,
but those who hope in the Lord will inherit the land. Psalm 37:7-9
This is a passage I was shown on the screen when I was standing in a place. I felt like God was talking to me. This is what I see now when grief comes to my mind. Like I said, nothing is easy because so many different struggles are trying to enter us. The devil will work many tricks around us to deny our God. No matter what happens, if you believe only in God’s way and stand by prayer, you will see God’s work.
The wrong way can easily be seen before us but the right way can only be seen with hope. It is only when we look to God that we can move.
I’m grateful that God gave me this thought.