I was praying to God to change my grief. So while sitting in constant prayer a thought came to my mind. What I mean here is the sadness of it that I was deceived. No man can even imagine how distressing it will be. It is only by the grace of God that I still hold on. I believe God brought this thought to my mind. Let me tell you what that thought is.
My dearest one and I are traveling in a car together. It was a car ride that was very enjoyable. Suddenly an invisible force pulls me out of the car. That car was going non-stop when I looked at it from there that fall.I did not pay attention to the roads or the outside in the joy inside the car. But what I saw in my fall was that car was going in very bad directions. That car was knocking down many people. When I looked at the car, the car was looping in the same road direction, unable to get out. I wanted to get in the car without realizing it about the car’s direction. I could not do anything and had to stand in the same position where I fell out of the car. I had to stand in the same place with so much sadness that I could not go back or forth. I prayed that the car would come back. After a while when I looked at that car that car crashed into a place and it all ended. Then I realized that the invisible force that pulled me out of the car was my God and that it was to save me.
When such a thought came to my mind, many meanings came into my mind. I was praying for things that would never go right in my life. I lost sight of my faith and I did not realize how much God loves me. I am glad that God saved me.