A few years later I attended worship. I was also fortunate enough to attend Holy Communion. I am so thankful to God for such an opportunity. A lot of memories came to my mind after attending the worship. How happy I was to go to worship and how happy I was to be singing songs. I had a lot of good friends there and now i lost everything. I lost myself after I stopped going to worship. God will forgive me but how can I forgive myself I have so much guilt in my mind. But I also have to work on Sundays. What I enjoyed the most was when I sang Christmas carols during Christmas. I may have the opportunity to sing at the church I go to now but I don’t know if I can go continuously every Sunday because my work mostly on sundays. I am praying to God that I may regain the opportunities I lost. I pray everyone has a good week.