Seven months later, God has given me great joy today from many sorrows. I always understand that God loves me so much. During my time in pain, many things happened to my faith. But I only tried one thing. Finally, no matter what the problem, I always turn to God. I am not worthy to stand before my God. But still, I want to stand before my God.. It is not enough to say thank you to my God. I do not even know what to do before god. All I can do now is kneel before God with my tears. Have I not confessed to God what I did wrong? sometimes I would ask myself. This is the first time in my life that I have experienced such great pain. When I suddenly got happy news I forgot what my grief was. That good news cannot be shared with anyone right now. In a place where I had no enemies in my life, now I have enemies all around me. Now God gives me the strength to face whatever comes my way. I am forever grateful for the goodness and blessings that God has given me. Now I have a goal, I have a dream. I told God that because I longed for it. Today I am going to sleep peacefully, without any further thoughts. I just have to thank God how happy my loved ones were when I got the good news. There were tears of joy all around me today.
What I want to tell you all is that there can be many problems in life that we do not expect. Whatever the problem, if we ask our God and get an answer, then this is what God wants from us.
My God understands the pain in my heart and that is why He has given me peace today. This is not the first time my God has blessed me. God has blessed me many times in my life. I am still thankful. I will always be thankful.
Thank you God for showing me mercy.
I will give thanks to you, Lord, with all my heart;
I will tell of all your wonderful deeds. Psalm 9:1