The betrayal of my life

For a few days, I could not think or write. I’m going through a lot of pain. I have never cheated or hurt anyone in my life. The foundation of my life is my church. I had never known cheating and deception in my life until a few days ago. I now even understand the pain it can cause. Even the death of a loved one in our life does not cause much pain After a while, the pain in the mind will go away. The pain of being cheated on by the most loved person in our lives is immense. I just could not understand why I could not get that pain out of my heart. It is very difficult to understand for others, only those who have been deceived will understand. My only prayer is that no one will be deceived in love. One of the saddest things about this is that no matter how much we are deceived, we still continue to love. My heart is broken, I know Jesus is close to those who are broken and hurt. I cannot even call on my God with my broken heart. That person is putting photos of the happiness of cheating on social media. But I cry every day. I often feel like I have to die because of this pain of mine. Love, trust, understanding, happiness, money, health I lost everything in my hand because of this person. My heart is silent toward God. There seems to be nothing to ask of God. Jesus, I do not know how to live.

Truly my soul finds rest in God;
    my salvation comes from him.
Psalm 62:1

Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. John 14:6a

Dear Jesus, show me the way…I need your grace…I do not even know what I want to do with my life…Forgive my sins….I am lonely in life and there is no one around me…give me peace of heart….

Published by ALU

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14 thoughts on “The betrayal of my life

  1. Brother your words have touched me. I am in your heart tonight.
    God has never left you. God has been beside you your entire walk of this life. And he will not leave even now. Your awareness is growing, he says. Keep your mind open, for your question has alerted all of this world that you wish to know God. And that is a great miracle brother. God has never been closer. Feel the silence within. Be present, God is there. That is God. He is with you. Calming your mind in its storm.
    May you see the love of God and Jesus in your heart. They are within you, ever present, ever still. Let your mind be silent, and ye shall find.
    I bless you my brother.

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  2. 💜 The Worst “Deceiver” is The Self “Deceived” EveryOne; please Be Wary of The Judas (BETRAYAL) and Peter (DENYING) in The Mind; it’s Crystal Clear Clarity that I AM NOT!!! at ALL Christian, neither was Brother Jesus, yet there is Plenty of Common Sense in WhatEver Version of The Bible YOU CHOOSE!!! To Read; along with ALL The NoneSense that is Mostly The Bible as Edited By Roman Emperor Constantine

    …💛💚💙…

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  3. May God ease your pain.

    I don’t understand your saying you can’t go to God with a broken heart 🤔 His love for us is unconditional and He is the nearest of near and dearest of dear.

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  4. I understand for I lived this. I still live it. You are bot alone. Cling to God. He will never leave or abandon us. Pray and be honest with Him. Stay away from socialist media for a while. Read the Bible. Truth is needed. Never give up. God is bigger than this and is strong when we are weak. ❤

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  5. May the all powerful Almighty heal your painful heart and may you experience the eternal presence of Lord in heart who is always in our hearts and never ever leave us.

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  6. Dear God, I pray you to put your comforting hand on this hurting heart. You know all about betrayal, for easy do we turn our hearts against you the way Israel did even after you brought them out of bondage. The kiss Judah gave isn’t any less painful than what we experience someone cheating. You know all about pain. So take this brokeness and heal this hurting soul. In Jesus name ❤️

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  7. May prayers are with you friend. We can go to God in any brokenness and hurt. Even in our pain, that hurts and is real, HE will comfort us. I’m glad you can crawl into the lap of Jesus for comfort. Those of us on a journey to heaven are merely waiting together at the airport. We are not in our final home. I’m glad faith keeps you looking forward to that. Even if that’s all we have to cling to at this moment. ❤️🙏🏻

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